Broken Heart
What do I do when I've broken someone's heart? It was not my intent. In fact, I did nearly everything possible to guard against it. I was honest, frank, and forthright. She accepted those terms. In fact, she embraced them, outwardly.
Even though I knew it was a farce, I rationalized away my guilt. Now, looking back over my happy shoulder, I see the sorrow left behind in my wake. To me, no more than a ripple. To her, a typhoon of the soul, thrusting straws precariously upon her camel.
Am I so callous that I don't care? Do I remove my emotions because I am correct or justified? Can I forgive and forget when such an act requires no charity because it is directed inward?
No.
I feel.
But, never as much as she.
I'm sorry.
Even though I knew it was a farce, I rationalized away my guilt. Now, looking back over my happy shoulder, I see the sorrow left behind in my wake. To me, no more than a ripple. To her, a typhoon of the soul, thrusting straws precariously upon her camel.
Am I so callous that I don't care? Do I remove my emotions because I am correct or justified? Can I forgive and forget when such an act requires no charity because it is directed inward?
No.
I feel.
But, never as much as she.
I'm sorry.


2 Comments:
what do you do? no idea. if you figure it out, let me know. i break everything.
did you write this? it's beautiful.
By
Unknown, at August 16, 2006 10:05 AM
yeah... I did write it. I wasn't really going for beautiful... mostly just venting. But, I'm glad it serves a dual purpose.
By
Rob, at August 16, 2006 10:26 AM
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